Let it go.

I'm gonna be straight forward with this blog. No, it may not be nicely written, but at least I gave it the effort. If you're in love with your ex and you see that they're in a healthy relationship, let it go. You're just gonna hurt yourself even more. If your ex tells you they miss you, that doesn't automatically mean that they're going to come back to you. Yes, I miss a few of my exes. I don't miss what we had. I miss being able to talk to them about everything. Jake, I loved you man. You were my bestfriend and so much more. I miss those late night, emotional talks we use to have where we just poured out everything in our hearts. I miss you being my best friend. I don't miss dating you. Derek, I miss you. I miss being able to call you a friend. I miss sitting in my living room playing guitar hero and you calling me names because I sucked. That was friendship. I miss your friendship. I'm happy in the relationship I am in. Jacob Stewart, I wasn't in a relationship with you, but I miss you. I miss talking to you about anything and everything. You knew me better than anyone else. Yeah, that crap screwed it up, but still. We were friends before and I miss that. Seriously, I'm not the freaking ignorant and oblivious little girl I was last year. I'm so different and no one has taken the time to see that. Let it go, Derek. I'm not coming back. All I want is your friendship. All I want is for you to be happy with friendship.